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I consider
it a great gift from heaven that I am able to pursue professionally
something
that I love: books. Ever
since I was a child, I knew
that all I needed to be
completely content was a small home press… and here I have it, in the
form of
my computer. I spend delectable, absorbing hours designing, playing,
working,
writing and drawing by means of this clever little thing. It can do so
much!
But not everything, unfortunately: thinking up, writing and
illustrating a
novel I have to do myself. With nobody’s help.
First
I have to construct the
plot, then arrange it
carefully into scenes, up to the dénouement, picture the characters,
their
appearance, temperament, habits and reactions. (I often draw them
first, before
writing about them.)
I
make plenty of notes and stuff
them into a folder or stick
them up around the table, on bookcases and shelves. And then I simply
write,
which is a long, laborious and tiring process. It also looks quite
unextraordinary: a rumpled woman sits in random attire, staring into
space
through a window, after which she taps on the keyboard and then stares,
in
turn, at the monitor. She sits, sits and sits, her back, shoulders and
legs
begin to hurt. What she writes, she writes down, or rejects. She gets
up, walks
around a bit, goes out into the garden, looks at the roses, gets
pricked by her
conscience and goes back to work. She sits, sits and sits, nibbles on
some
peanuts or almonds, what she writes, she writes down, or rejects, and
so on,
over and over. This monotonous work goes on for months on end, but it
brings a
great deal of satisfaction and joy.
Just
imagine… I’ve been working
like that for
thirty-three years now! Not
every day, of course. Plenty
of more important,
more pressing matters encroach on my time and attention. And the days
are so
short!
But in spite of everything, I
have managed to write
and draw this and that in my life—and I now want to present it to you.
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